I really believed that I will be able to get through 2021 unscathed.
But, boy, was I wrong.
Indeed, it is true that one way or another we will get infected by CoVid-19, it is just a matter of when.
And yes, the pandemic did not spare me and my family.
When CoVid-19 was declared as pandemic way back 2020, I was scared — for me and for my family. When we survived 2020 without getting infected, I felt grateful and proud.
“It feels so great to be God’s favorite eh!”
So did I feel unfavored when we got infected?
Amazingly, NO.
My/our covid story started when I got mild fever.
August 31, 2021: About 3AM, I woke up feeling a bit feverish. And yes, I was. My temperature ranged from 37.2-37.8. Alarming? No, but I asked my boss if I can work from home that day.
I tried my best to stay inside the room and only go out if I need to use the bathroom. I also made sure that I would eat alone.
My temperature went up to 38.5 afternoon of the same day and then went down.
September 1, 2021: My condition did not improve. I still have mild fever. I continued to avoid everyone at home as much as possible.
The same day my cousin felt a bit under the weather.
September 2, 2021: Fever was gone but I still felt weak. I decided to visit a doctor for check-up. I had CBC-Platelet and Urinalysis Tests plus Xray. I really thought it was some UTI because my back was also a bit painful.
The lab tests came out all normal.
My Xray, however, showed I got bilateral pneumonia.
To be honest, it freaked me out. A friend died last year due to bilateral pneumonia. It made me think:
“What if I die?”
Since it was pneumonia, of course the doctor was a bit concerned. It is valid though, since pneumonia is a known complication of CoVid infection. She suggested I get RT-PCR Test just to rule it out. But, she also stated she will treat my pneumonia as regular case since I do not have any symptoms consistent with CoVid infection. She then prescribed me with antibiotics.
Evening of the same day, I took Antigen Test. The result was NEGATIVE. It somehow gave me relief since if indeed it was CoVid, the Antigen should have detected the antibodies considering I already have pneumonia.
September 3, 2021: I woke up with news that my niece, Zaphira, was having a fever. That somehow freaked me out. Her temperature, however, will only go down for a few minutes after taking medicines and then would spike again.
I thought things will be better after “hilot” and after the Hilot said that she got “lisa” on her hips. He temperature subsided for a while but spiked up again.
September 4, 2021: Although I was feeling a whole lot better, Zaphi wasn’t. She still had high-grade fever. It felt like my heart was stabbed and sliced as I watch my sister trying to comfort Zaph while in tears. I could not help but blame myself. If only I can take Zaph’s illness I would.
That afternoon, Zaph was complaining some pain, so my sister had to take her to the doctor. We thought things will be alright after my sister saw a “lump” on her gums indicating that her tooth was coming out.
September 5, 2021: Things were tad better. Zaphi’s temperature was normal.
However, she had fever again that night.
My nephew, 11 years old, also started to have fever on the same day.
That evening, Anan was already having chills and high-grade fever.
And yes, it was a bit concerning already.
And also yes, we considered the possibility of CoVid.
Perhaps, it is the absence of the basic symptoms: cough, difficulty of breathing, diarrhea, headaches, etc. that made us second guess.
Or perhaps, we, especially me, is just in denial.
At that point, I already considered that both kids might have got pneumonia.
September 6, 2021: Zaph still had fever so they had to get some laboratory tests— CBC and urinalysis. Everything was normal. Still, nothing explains her fever. The doctor diagnosed it as some viral infection since her WBC, although normal, was a bit high. Thus, she was prescribed with antibiotics.
I also skipped work that day. I was already thinking that SHOULD I am infected, I do not wish to infect more people. Truth is, I do not want to get tested because if the result turns out to be positive, per City Government Policy, I had to be taken to an Isolation Center for monitoring and my entire family will be required to get swabbed. It is the HASSLE of the entire process.
We just thought that perhaps we can just simply do voluntary isolation without getting tested and just think that we are indeed infected.
I was anxious and really scared of what might happen to the kids. I was also worried since we have stay-out househelp who also have kids!
I remembered praying to God the night before to spare the kids because if something happens to them, especially to Zaph and Anan, I will never be able to forgive myself. I cried myself to sleep that night while repeatedly begging God to just heal everyone, especially Anan and Zaph.
September 7, 2021: My cousin took Anan for an Xray. I also advised my sister to do the same for Zaph just to be sure.
I woke up that day feeling “at peace” for some reason. It is like part of me was already ready to take an RT-PCR Test just to know if I am CoVid positive. It was a whole different feeling.
Also on the same day, they had online consultation with the kids’ pediatrician, who required me to get an RT-PCR Test just so he can rule out CoVid and will determine the best treatment plan for the kids.
I immediately went to a private laboratory so that I can get my results in 12-hours.
For almost a week of struggle and anxiety, I finally decided to get myself tested. While I was in the cab on my way home, I prayed.
Funny because I stopped begging.
I stopped bargaining.
I was at peace.
Somehow, I got an assurance that all will be well – that the kids will be alright.
After a while, I received a message from my cousin that both kids have pneumonia.
September 8, 2021: I figured out that I was at peace — and it was weird. Then I freaked out. The thing is, whenever I surrender my worries to God, He brings me peace.
Yeah. So why worry?
Well, because the PEACE I felt was different yet so familiar.
It was the same PEACE He gave me while I was at the church praying that I pass the Bar Exams and didn’t.
It was the “Do not be afraid. It will be OK. I got you.”
So, at that moment I knew deep inside, I AM COVID POSITIVE.
Of course, I tried to calm myself down and waited for the results. Which was not helpful at all because they said 12 hours, but 12 hours have gone by and still no results.
The anxiety is building up.
People assured me that it will be NEGATIVE because the results took a while. I wanted to say they are wrong but I somehow also wanted to believe they are right.
It was probably the LONGEST WAIT of my life.
I cannot eat well.
I cannot take a nap.
I cannot study.
And I talked to my family of the next steps that we will take just in case I am positive.
That evening, the results finally came.
Confirmed. I AM COVID-19 Positive.
I was sad, of course. But relieved as well. At least we finally know the real deal.
More than anything, I was AMAZED. I was amazed at how GOD spoke to me. Since the pandemic started, I did not know where I stand before Him. My service is a mess. My worship is disaster. Even though the churches were now allowed to hold mass, I still did not attend any mass. I even got myself occupied with lots of stuff that I forgot to pray and too tired to do daily devotions.
That night, I smiled at Him.
“You said all will be well. You promised that You have my back. I put everything unto Your hands. Ikaw na bahala ha..” I told God.
September 9, 2021: As planned, everyone in the family will undergo RT-PCR test. The Barangay assisted us and took my family to the private laboratory.
When they left, I cried.
I cried because I was so afraid of what might happen to them, especially Zaph and Anan.
I prayed.
Again, I surrendered.
September 10, 2021: Around 8AM, the results of the test were sent to us. As expected, BOTH KIDS were positive. So as my sister, my father, my cousin, and my aunt. Only my brother tested negative.
Around 10AM the contact tracer came to our house to get my details. I informed him that most of us were also CoVid Positive. I asked if it is possible that we be allowed to just comply with the isolation requirement at home since we are one household. God is really good. Without a fuss, the tracer instantly said “Yes”.
Of course, I promised him that we will stay at home and will make sure that we will not infect anybody else.
We then hanged “HOME QUARANTINE” on our gate so our neighbors will be notified.
From September 10 until the end of our quarantine period, no other symptoms showed. Except maybe for my sister who is still having dry cough. Other than that, we were all asymptomatic.
The fourteen days passed like a breeze. Well, at least for me. It is one of the introvert things. We regularly monitored our oxygen levels, ensured we ate healthy foods. Took vitamins and got enough sleep. At least, they did. My sleeping pattern was messed up.
But it was like a “bonding time” for us.
It was sad that they were also infected.
Even our househelp tested positive.
On the brighter side, we were also grateful that despite being positive, we did not have severe symptoms.
VACCINES WORK!
September 24, 2021: I had another RT-PCR Test and we were finally allowed to step outside our gate. Zaphi was very excited and happy to be able to run on the street again. She was running, hopping, and picking up the blades of the grass by the road.
September 25, 2021: I tested NEGATIVE.
We are very much grateful to the people who sent us food, drinks, and medicines, and to those who assisted us by doing our errands for us — grocery and buying medicines. And we are also thankful to those who prayed for our safety and recovery.
Above all, we are eternally grateful to Abba for having our backs.
True enough, when He said, “I got you.” He meant it.
He sent kindhearted people to help us with our needs.
He gave us provisions.
He restored our health.
In total surrender, He gave us PEACE.
CoVid-19 is NOT A JOKE.
Maybe one would say “It is not scary and not deadly at all.”
True, since it has low fatality rate.
However, with the delta variant around, things are getting serious. Hospitals are close to full capacity. Oxygen tanks are running out. And just because we looked healthy and we were asymptomatic, does not mean it will be the same case for you (heaven forbids) or for those who you got infected because of your carelessness. It may also be a different case for those who have comorbidities or those who remain unvaccinated.
As for my family and I, we are all FULLY VACCINATED.
And it worked!
Hence, let us be responsible not just for ourselves but for our community as well. Let us consider the children, the senior citizens, those with serious illnesses. Let us follow the rules and help each other out.
Remember:
“If you have the symptoms, never deny it’s CoVid. You might kill people whose immunity are not strong enough after being contaminated by you. And the most painful of all, when children’s health becomes at risk because of adult’s mindlessness.”
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